I almost set the house on fire

Hello, as you may have read in the header, yes i almost set the house on fire. I was actually, going to heat up the chicken they bought yesterday. I left the kitchen with the stove on, to check my e-mail, having seen the reminder for daddy jeff's b-day, which was today, i texted him and greeted him, unfortunately, I heard some sounds outside the room, there I saw smoke and my dad rushing to get the fire extinguisher working. It was minor, but the smoke emitted was alot.

I started cleaning the oil spilt from the frying pan.

I opened the window in mom's room, and right now I'm sitting in the bed, just taking the air in. It's fresh, something I had always wanted to do, to rest where the air is fresh, I think I'll start doing this everyday, just have the window open and sleep till I'm fully contented.

I'm a bit not in the mood, as I was invited to go to Mamzar Park by a couple of friends. But, dad didn't allow him. Hence, for the status; Why is always okay for him and not for me?

Oh well, simply means, I still am I child? Hmm. Oh well. Hopefully though this coming thursday, dad permits me to join the Filipino Dance Club Overnight Camp.

I think I'll keep posting whenever something 'good' or 'bad' happens to me.

Thanks mwauh!
Diane Nicolle 'Dee'

I dreamt of her...

Hmm... I think I dreamt of mom. Although I don't quite remember accurately what we were talking about...or if it was her. I really think it was her. She was talking to me, about a lot of things.

I don't remember the exact details, but the topics were me, my brother, my dad, my <3. I just wish I remember them. I don't know how to define what I'm feeling right now.. I feel sad once again, because I saw her and I'm missing her. I just hope she's ok and happy right now. I just miss her...


Last night, I was upset. Literally, upset. I argued with dad, I just don't understand him, he complains of things, that I didn't even do, why put the blame on me rather than my brother? Ok, I'm the oldest, but that isn't even an enough reason for my brother to listen to me. He keeps saying he's tired, but he does things which are rather the opposite.

I found out another thing. It has and always been hard for me to speak up. Even if I know I'm right. I think its because I believe they won't listen and take me seriously. I'm tired of it. Really I am. I just hope I get better in a few days. And I'm actually SiCK!! -__-'' Been getting worse these past few days. GRRR!!...

Hmm, I'm actually gonna prepare now because I might have to drop my brother to Mirdif. -_-

God bless you all.
Thanks Blog for once again, helping me release it.
Mwauhhhuuggzzz

Feb 17, 2009

Today's StarScope: SIZABLE DRAMA‏
February 17, 2009
Mars, the planet of action, gets together with Jupiter, the zodiac's big benefactor. Get a front row seat for the action, unless of course you are starring in tonight's dramatics. Can you resolve the dilemma of the crowd with a group hug?



Gud pm.! Woah. Its been a long time since I have last come blogged. I had the urge to do so today, because.... I was feeling down.

You have most probably read on top, about my horoscope. It seems that my horoscope is accurate most of the time.

Today, A confrontation occurred. One of which I haven't experienced before. I don't know what state I am currently in, but for some reason I had to cry it all out. I don't blame the person I talked to really, but I blamed: Myself....

Honestly, I really don't know what to say. I was new to all the things I was hearing. Nothing of this sort happened to me before. After that, I went for a walk, quite a long one I may say. That was the time, I thought and decided of somethings that I haven't considered before, well not for my age I mean. I have to act like an adult. Some people will take me seriously while some won't. I have to know when to act and be like one, and when to act immature. I'm around people of different backgrounds and ages. I should know this by now. I can't always have this thinking that I will be treated the same by all people. I hated myself and I always have. I had stopped thinking about it for quite sometime, but here it is again. I hate the fact that I keep repeating this mistake over and over again. I want this to go away.....

I just wanted to post, to relieve myself. Been trying to remember my login and password took me 2 hours -__-'' . Oh well, I'll try to blog in again when there's a change. Thanks blog for helping me release the tension I'm feeling..

Diane Nicolle
Mwahugggz

hello guys! I'm back ! I'm here in Dubai again, first things first, its really hot >_<'' compared to when I was in Canada, summer there was cold, its kinda weird but its okay! I missed everything and everyone here in Dubai of course, and btw I congratulate Issa for making his own personal website! Good luck with it bes! :DDD

Anyways there are a lot to talk about, but I'm too lazy to type, so I'll be sure to post again soon. But, this I have to share! I got lost in a subway, well, technically, not lost, but was left behind, the people who I was with, Tita connie and Nicole, rushed to the train, and I was left behind since the door of the train closed. I had to wait for the next train and I went down on the next station. I didn't see them there, so I went on the next train and got down on ''Bloor'' the place that intersects all four; north, south, east and west. I went up near the exit so I could get a signal on the phone. I called my dad, and even my dad was like a bit mad because he didn't have enough load to call, since in Canada, phone calls made and received both cost and causes a minus to the credit. So I was like ''hello, dad I'm lost'' so lol! they had to call me back and all. And then I had to go down to South about 5 stations to where I was. I got there, and then I told my parents and uncle what had happened. Tita Connie and Nicole came after 15-20 minutes. They were so worried! I wasn't scared and nervous at all, it only bothered me that I didn't have any money with me, except Dirhams! LOL.. so yea, that was quite memorable. hahaha!

So, I'll tell more of my experience in Canada soon! :PP

till then,
dianenicolle219's signing off
mwahugggzzz <33333

p.s CONGRATS to Issa on completing his Site!

Hello everyone..

Guess what? I'm in Canada now! I never actually expected it, but here I am! Well right now I'm in a place they call "Mississauga'' not sure where exactly, lol. Well, it was my second day today and I just wanted to post because, today I experience my ride in a ''train''. It was so cool! lol! Well, say what you want but it really is my first time! And then we went to a city not sure where though, but they had this festival, where there were lots of food and everything on the streets! I took pictures, I'll probably post them soon too.

Next, my parents' friends were talking about me studying here. I didn't mind, we were going to start looking for potential universities, there are really good ones I heard. I just hope I get into a good university, like the one I was advised to check out. Pray for me!! But yes, it'll be by January next year, not now.

Ok, this will be my post for today. I just wanted to share my first experience and second day in Canada! Till then,

dianenicolle219's signing off,
MwAhugggzzzz <333333333333333

Hello!! Sorry, I just posted today. Well, to tell you the truth I have been just watching Asian dramas, and there are still a lot of pending shows to watch, even those I haven't finished before. I found out good series to watch too, and I'll be checking a specific person's blog to check for updates.

So, how are you all? I hope those who read this, will message me sometime so we can have a nice time chatting.

Miss all of my friends! he he, lucky for those who are going to home to their country for vacation! Bring me something back once you get back in Dubai!! Speaking of which, my family and I will be going to Canada on August 7, I think. I'm both nervous and excited- excited because I might meet my Maple Story friends there, nervous- because I might not meet them if I did, we wouldn't get along, and of course, its a whole new place, and I don't know anyone...It's just sad!! haaaayy I hope I get to use the internet there, so I won't be bored at all.

Oh, and yes, my hair is quite short now. Just right below the shoulder. But doesn't really suit me because my hair is wavy so it looks a bit big, so I'm excited to get my hair ''rebonded'' lol! hope to get it straight.

Lastly, its weird but I'm working on a lot of things for myself, that is trying to make myself feel good. Got this machine for exercising my abs! ha ha...and then we went to the dermatologist, for my face and other problems. And I've been sleeping early..LIKE REALLY! I don't know but I'm going to try a lot of things to make me feel better, all I need is discipline I guess... And I want to be happy of myself for once. And I'm really gonna try hard. Hopefully soon, I'll see good changes and I'll be sure to post it here! Till then,

dianenicolle219's signing off,
mwahuggzzz <3333333333

hello!! omg it has been like so long since I have updated my blog. I'm sorry, i was so busy this past month because of the summer course. A lot of projects due at the same time, and the only time to relax was limited. So, here I am again, I am going to try to update as much as I can. hehe.

Well I got my results for my summer courses today and can you believe it? It's even our last day for summers! And on September we're officially undergraduate students!!!! yay! Well my marks were good, I'm really happy with business, I got 97% which I actually did not expect, but well I worked towards having to have that grade and yay! i got it? :D Disappointed with maths and english could have done better but its all well and good! AND NO MORE dealing with ''them''. HAAY! yes, I'm going to be with new students on September, since none of my classmates in MUPP are actually takin BSc Information Technology and Business Information Systems. Although I am really gonna miss some of my classmates like Ameena, Sayyada, Fayoke, Nicola and Hussaina! hehe hope we all can still meet and all!

For the next few days:
-Well dad just taught me how to cook ''umba'' well I knew how to cook it way before but I just did not put it into practice :P. And I actually plan on make one soon *wink*
-Dad actually said we're gonna spent the whole of Saturday ''house cleaning'' well, I told him I didn't mind since I have not been in the mood of watching lately.
-Yes Ballroom classes tomorrow, its also Mogi's birthday so HAPPY BIRTHDAY! MAN ! PARTY PLOX!!
-Monday, there is an event that will be held at MAMZAR! (lol event daw- more like a get-together) yea so then I asked my dad about it and he said ''we'll talk'' I know I'll be able to go since we also planned to have a sleep over at issa's house! hope it all goes according to plan!
-Tomorrow morning dad's gonna drop me at my cuz's house since he's gonna go to mom so yay! hehe!


PAst:

OMGGGGGGG!! I forgot to mention, last last last thursday was it? hmm dont't remember correctly, well I was invited to perform in Abu Dhabi for a workshop, it was hella fun!! and I was actually surprised because there were quite a few people who actually wants to get dance lessons from me! I'm so flattered but sadly I said I would love to but since I live in DUBAI, I wouldn't be able to actually teach them =/ BUT its the thought that counts! HAHA :PP
Been really happy about that, and I got compliments from a lot of people, but most importantly I would like to thank my parents for their never ending support, my mentor for his never ending patience, my partner-my kakulitan :PP and friends and family who have supported me always. thank you guys! You don't know how much you guys mean to me!! I LOVE You all!!

And the following day after that event that took place, Friday-we were usherettes for The Independence Day celebration! grabe ang saya!! we were able to go to the back stage, and then we were infront like literally infront of the stage and we were able to talk to Dominique Ochoa!! it was fun!! yea and Arnel Ignacio just took me to the stage and made me dance? but well he said something I would not forget. Sadly it hurts, but its true, I guess i really have to work hard huh for people to actually stop saying that. Well soon, I'm really going to work hard! AJAJAJA FIGHTING!!

Well I'm tired and I still have to wake up early tomorrow! So until then!

Mwahuggzzz <333
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