Hmm... I think I dreamt of mom. Although I don't quite remember accurately what we were talking about...or if it was her. I really think it was her. She was talking to me, about a lot of things.
I don't remember the exact details, but the topics were me, my brother, my dad, my <3. I just wish I remember them. I don't know how to define what I'm feeling right now.. I feel sad once again, because I saw her and I'm missing her. I just hope she's ok and happy right now. I just miss her...
Last night, I was upset. Literally, upset. I argued with dad, I just don't understand him, he complains of things, that I didn't even do, why put the blame on me rather than my brother? Ok, I'm the oldest, but that isn't even an enough reason for my brother to listen to me. He keeps saying he's tired, but he does things which are rather the opposite.
I found out another thing. It has and always been hard for me to speak up. Even if I know I'm right. I think its because I believe they won't listen and take me seriously. I'm tired of it. Really I am. I just hope I get better in a few days. And I'm actually SiCK!! -__-'' Been getting worse these past few days. GRRR!!...
Hmm, I'm actually gonna prepare now because I might have to drop my brother to Mirdif. -_-
God bless you all.
Thanks Blog for once again, helping me release it.
Mwauhhhuuggzzz
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