Hmm... I think I dreamt of mom. Although I don't quite remember accurately what we were talking about...or if it was her. I really think it was her. She was talking to me, about a lot of things.
I don't remember the exact details, but the topics were me, my brother, my dad, my <3. I just wish I remember them. I don't know how to define what I'm feeling right now.. I feel sad once again, because I saw her and I'm missing her. I just hope she's ok and happy right now. I just miss her...
Last night, I was upset. Literally, upset. I argued with dad, I just don't understand him, he complains of things, that I didn't even do, why put the blame on me rather than my brother? Ok, I'm the oldest, but that isn't even an enough reason for my brother to listen to me. He keeps saying he's tired, but he does things which are rather the opposite.
I found out another thing. It has and always been hard for me to speak up. Even if I know I'm right. I think its because I believe they won't listen and take me seriously. I'm tired of it. Really I am. I just hope I get better in a few days. And I'm actually SiCK!! -__-'' Been getting worse these past few days. GRRR!!...
Hmm, I'm actually gonna prepare now because I might have to drop my brother to Mirdif. -_-
God bless you all.
Thanks Blog for once again, helping me release it.
Mwauhhhuuggzzz
Friday, February 20, 2009
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Feb 17, 2009
Today's StarScope: SIZABLE DRAMA
February 17, 2009
Mars, the planet of action, gets together with Jupiter, the zodiac's big benefactor. Get a front row seat for the action, unless of course you are starring in tonight's dramatics. Can you resolve the dilemma of the crowd with a group hug?
Gud pm.! Woah. Its been a long time since I have last come blogged. I had the urge to do so today, because.... I was feeling down.
You have most probably read on top, about my horoscope. It seems that my horoscope is accurate most of the time.
Today, A confrontation occurred. One of which I haven't experienced before. I don't know what state I am currently in, but for some reason I had to cry it all out. I don't blame the person I talked to really, but I blamed: Myself....
Honestly, I really don't know what to say. I was new to all the things I was hearing. Nothing of this sort happened to me before. After that, I went for a walk, quite a long one I may say. That was the time, I thought and decided of somethings that I haven't considered before, well not for my age I mean. I have to act like an adult. Some people will take me seriously while some won't. I have to know when to act and be like one, and when to act immature. I'm around people of different backgrounds and ages. I should know this by now. I can't always have this thinking that I will be treated the same by all people. I hated myself and I always have. I had stopped thinking about it for quite sometime, but here it is again. I hate the fact that I keep repeating this mistake over and over again. I want this to go away.....
I just wanted to post, to relieve myself. Been trying to remember my login and password took me 2 hours -__-'' . Oh well, I'll try to blog in again when there's a change. Thanks blog for helping me release the tension I'm feeling..
Diane Nicolle
Mwahugggz
February 17, 2009
Mars, the planet of action, gets together with Jupiter, the zodiac's big benefactor. Get a front row seat for the action, unless of course you are starring in tonight's dramatics. Can you resolve the dilemma of the crowd with a group hug?
Gud pm.! Woah. Its been a long time since I have last come blogged. I had the urge to do so today, because.... I was feeling down.
You have most probably read on top, about my horoscope. It seems that my horoscope is accurate most of the time.
Today, A confrontation occurred. One of which I haven't experienced before. I don't know what state I am currently in, but for some reason I had to cry it all out. I don't blame the person I talked to really, but I blamed: Myself....
Honestly, I really don't know what to say. I was new to all the things I was hearing. Nothing of this sort happened to me before. After that, I went for a walk, quite a long one I may say. That was the time, I thought and decided of somethings that I haven't considered before, well not for my age I mean. I have to act like an adult. Some people will take me seriously while some won't. I have to know when to act and be like one, and when to act immature. I'm around people of different backgrounds and ages. I should know this by now. I can't always have this thinking that I will be treated the same by all people. I hated myself and I always have. I had stopped thinking about it for quite sometime, but here it is again. I hate the fact that I keep repeating this mistake over and over again. I want this to go away.....
I just wanted to post, to relieve myself. Been trying to remember my login and password took me 2 hours -__-'' . Oh well, I'll try to blog in again when there's a change. Thanks blog for helping me release the tension I'm feeling..
Diane Nicolle
Mwahugggz
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